money for nonprofit organizations, Payne began dreaming about becoming a published author and wrote her first novel. Her stories feature small mountain towns with characters searching for redemption, love, and second chances. They have been three-time Colorado Book Award finalists and three-time Colorado Authors League winners for mainstream fiction. Payne lives in the foothills of the Rocky Mountains with her husband and three children, a friendly mutt, a very loud cat, and the occasional bear.
Payne applied the Page 69 Test to In This Life or Another and shared the following:
From page 69:Visit Melissa Payne's website.“Yes, ma’am.”At first read, I thought this was a failed test. It’s short, hardly says anything at all and misses huge moments of the story that would be a better window into the book. However, sometimes the smallest moments pack the most powerful punch and upon a second read, I realized that this small interaction between a young Rusty and his mother is a glimpse not only of the guilt and frustration he carries with him regarding his father but also of lost moments with his mother, like a hug that doesn’t happen.
“Your father told me what you said.”
His shoulders bow like someone dropped a million-pound weight on him.
“I didn’t mean it.”
Her voice is softer when she says, “Of course you didn’t.” He turns to face her. “But Dad—”
“Has his own path. One day, you might understand him better. But for now, sweetheart, be you and follow your heart. If Gus wanted anything, it’s that.”
Rusty has the sudden urge to hug his mother. He approaches her, arms out, a lump in his throat, but his arms pass through the air, and he’s in the Salt Lick, hugging himself.
This flashback is one of the signposts that shapes Rusty’s story. In In This Life or Another, Rusty is stuck in a liminal realm between life and death where he has the chance to experience a different version of his life and review the life he’s lived. When Rusty was only two, his older brother died saving him from a deadly house fire that ended up taking his life. And on the eve of his sixtieth birthday, Rusty believes he hasn’t lived up to his father’s expectations or his brother’s sacrifice. He’s struggling to find meaning and purpose and wonders what his life might have looked like if he’d make different choices. It’s in this liminal space where Rusty, with the help of his spirit guide and pet turtle, Ike, examines his past and a life that never existed to answer the question at the heart of his journey: has he lived a meaningful life?
Despite its length, page 69 of In This Life or Another teases the reader with its themes and storyline without hitting anyone over the head with it and for that I think it passes the test with flying colors.
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